The key to happiness

Can a death experience show you the key to happiness?

Likewise your story about pregnancy and birth, so have I left inside just the beauty of life and death of my mom. What once seemed intolerable has now become still. Not because some memories have gone old but because I knew how to face what happened to me. It wasn’t entirely my merit, it was also my moms’. But I found the best reaction to what she gave me.

I don’t know if you remember I told you I needed something without questionable doubt to switch my life entirely. And I received and lived this experience. All my priorities have changed, my entire life has been reshaped. Everything shivered and shook so that it settled down again, more cautiously this time.
I wrote this to T, so you probably know it: as it happened with his grandma, my mother sent me a sign two days after she passed away. ‘Sign’ is a small term and only those who got such a message can truly understand it. This sign thou has totally shifted me into another direction in regards to every little detail of life.

As an incurable sceptic, I did not let this bewildered revelation fly away. Instead, I began to research it, to study this vast phenomenon of death. I gathered 321 stories from people all over the country, I read 123 books, most of the them medical books because I did not want to choose the easy path of enthusiasm. I thought it would be fake and cheesy.

Besides, I wanted to share the meaning of my mother’s death (with the book I’m about to finish) to considerably improve the quality of life.

In my own world things are pretty clear. And to this scientific clarity I could add the privilege of a memorable experience for which I’m ever to my mom grateful.

I am very happy (even if many wouldn’t understand or feel it) that you and T have been through an experience from the death realm. It is very important and comforting for me to feel myself understood within my circle of friends. And I would like to talk to you more about this…someday.